Crushes

Every girl or boy has one of these. and its a secret every one is embarrassed about. i know these things cause i have a few of my own. And i hide it but 1 found out and he is a very nice and kind person. the other jokes around with me and is one of my best buddies. Their names are Cole and Josh. i am very scared and if i tell them it will be too embarrassing and we cant be very good friends as we used to. And they might be reading this but im not scared any more. i would hate if  something happened to them and they never knew.so i am posting this because i cant hide anymore.its just that i need to see how they feel and if they dont feel the same way well thats their choice not mine. and though i wish it wont always happen so dont think that every thing in your life is fate or a coincidence its just how it ends.